LOVE

love? this will be updated tomorrow. possible clickbaitey title change. but for now...

what a day this week has been. i finally have a few hours to breathe, so im going to write. how suffocating.

but ive been steady. happy even. writing and thinking have helped me through a lot.

my world is still empty but im okay with that again, and i mean it this time. yeah right. but im going to start biking again. for the first time in four years. how the city devours. for that i need a car. a sick joke but i believe presistence in spite of sick jokes is the way of life within reason.

its past my bedtime and i want to sleep, but im bound to a shower by the coconut oil in my hair. why did i do that? ill be bald one day just wait.

the soundtrack of my days:
kissing in the wind
writing to reach you
my eyes
thank you travis for the mellow tunes. a state of being content, not too ecstatic but not particularly sad either. where i find myself suspended most days.